There's a specific line in this song that goes "I know it's wrong, but I gotta be strong". Some people might wonder why I chose to use the word "but" instead of "so". The idea was to say that what's wrong here is my hesitation, what's wrong is my not allowing us to be together, BUT I still feel like I gotta be strong to avoid hurting her in the end...

All this time I thought I had everything I thought I had it all Straight in my mind I knew from the start That we were better apart We were never meant to be together She was my best friend, friends forever And I just gotta be strong To keep the right from going wrong And I don't want to let her get to me I don't want to let her break the deal We promised we'd always be friends for life I'm not the right guy I don't want to let her get to me I don't want to let her break the deal We promised we'd always be friends for life I'm not the right guy She was free To do what she wanted And I was free To do the same, yeah We never played the game We were friends from the start And though I loved her from my heart I could never deal with all the complications Love relations, my hesitation I know it's wrong But I gotta be strong   And I don't want to let her get to me I don't want to let her break the deal We promised we'd always be friends for life I'm not the right guy I don't want to let her get to me I don't want to let her break the deal We promised we'd always be friends for life I'm not the right guy Could I be the right guy But she's my friend for life I'd like to be the right guy I can't hide what I feel inside I'm scared of the possibilities I'm no good at responsibility So I'll just close my eyes... I don't want to let her get to me I don't want to let her break the deal We promised we'd always be friends for life I'm not the right guy I don't want to let her get to me I don't want to let her break the deal We promised we'd always be friends for life I'm not the right guy

This lyric sheet can be found at http://www.blueaudio.com/lyrics/sheet/61.html
Lyrics and melody by John Wu, please see www.blueaudio.com
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